Oct. 8th, 2009

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Ever have those moments where you don't know what to write. If you say something it will be taken wrong on many different levels. I can't talk about much of what is going on because of past requests.

Needless to say my mind is full of poisonous thought from vial words of a friend that linger in my crushed heart. These words from a once thought of good friend, someone I looked up to, have caused me to second guess everything and everyone around me. My actions, my thoughts, my love for my husband and friends. Am I really that cruel to others? Do I really have a black heart and dont' care for anyone or anyone elses feelings? Am I an awful mother? Do I abuse my children? What have I done?

Crying now for days, only sorrow ahead of me. I see no end. I thought I was happy, that I was a good friend to everyone.

I am sorry for letting you all down.

Now I guess is time to go back to being a wall flower, and do some soul searching.

Willow

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